Sunday, September 16, 2012

Soul | Strange and Wonderful

This year, God blessed me with the gift of a beautiful summer. If I was to try and capture these last three months in one word, one word which might somehow describe for you the overwhelming mixture of joy and sadness swelling up in my chest, I would say it has been unexpected.

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Surprised? Me too. But if there’s anything long summer days have taught me, it’s that despite all my thinking and planning ahead, I never saw any of this coming. Because well-organized plans and good intentions couldn’t predict the way everything would continually change in an instant.

And yet, it’s funny sometimes how God allows truth to sneak up on us. Even from unlikely places, and especially when He knows we are going to need something to hold onto…
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Recently, my family and I watched a little-known Irish film called, “Ondine.” While this enigmatic, poetry-like film may not be widely-recognized, one brief moment on screen has stayed with me.  

In the story, the protagonists face repeatedly bleak circumstances. In the first few opening scenes, the presence of continual longing clings to the air, as the characters wait in hopes of a miracle. But even so, the fisherman asks his daughter each morning whether “anything strange or wonderful” has happened. She replies no, and after a while finally inquires as to why her father asks this question. And he tells her, that it’s a wish, or a hope, that something just might…

In spite of everything, he asks her to look for moments
when the unexpected shatters the ordinary.

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I happen to be a creature of habit. I find comfort in routines, I’m continually scribbling down plans in my notebook, and I am often looking to find new ways to stay organized. You might have guessed, I don’t like surprises. But, lately God’s been whispering something, trying to quiet my soul…”it’s going to be unexpected. you may not see it coming before it gets here. but trust me, the unexpected is going to be so much better than your idea of how life should be. mind you, it’s going to be both strange and wonderful.”

It’s kind of like the song by John Mayer: //Pain throws your heart to the ground, love turns the whole thing around, no it won’t all go the way it should, but I know the heart of life is good…

At times, the joy is overflowing – almost too wonderful to explain, and at other times, the burdens will hit you like a ton of bricks. Funny thing is, the day will often hold both. But whether you are experiencing the strange or wonderful, the important thing to remember is that He is good. And the incredible vastness of His plan is going to be astounding.

So maybe it’s time we gave up on figuring out life and trying to make predictions. I’ve decided to stop worrying about tomorrow, because my trials and blessings are sufficient for today. I may not know what is coming, but I’m eager to find new ways to appreciate the unexpected moments scattered among the ordinary. Because His promise is secure, and good can be found in both the strange and wonderful.

“Many are the plans in a man’s heart, but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails.”
(Proverbs 19:21)